Sometimes all I need to do is sit in your presence and feel your love wash all over me. A feeling that NO human being could ever give to me. Your love is different. It is deep and gives me a distinct feeling all over me. I feel like you cleanse me and you do. You let your love and mercy wash over me. God you show me things in this life that truly matters. It brings tears to my eyes to know how I live my life, but you still choose to love me. I do not deserve you. I deserve a burning furnace. I am no better than anyone else but still you love me. I will never understand how much you love me, not until I am in YOUR kingdom. This place is my temporary home and when I come home to you I can only imagine the love that will fill my spirit. God when I sit and think about you i remember my purpose. I remember that you gave me a purpose and it is different from every other. every purpose is unique. I really do know mine. I’m beginning to plant seeds Father. I’m beginning to place your love in the gaps in the hearts that surround me. YOU are my reason for breathing and without you I would not have a reason to live. My heart ACHES for YOU.